Assalamualaikum, friends,..

31st of May 2005, that's the Judgement Day for me. By then, my current assigned project should had be completed, and hand-out to the designers for evaluation and approval. I am very busy putting all the jigsaw-pieces-of-works together, and hardly has any time to put on a proper thought of an entry for U, my dear readers. So sorry for such a delay in updating my blog. As of today, close to 90% of the required tasks has all being accomplished, with a little adjustment and touch-up here and there. Based on my current speed, and mental state, 31st of May is a very realistic target to be achieved. I just hope there would not be any problem with the workstation or the software that might put on a dent on my existing timeline (although normally tools problem always arises at most unexpected moment), atleast not until I had finish every little tasks and successfully hand-it out to the designers. As every single engineer in this world would have acknowledge, Murphy Laws always hold. I just pray this time around, miracles happen and Murphy Laws could excuse little me, for once.

Simplified Murphy Laws: "If Thing Can Go Wrong, It Will"

A big thanks to all concerned readers who had replied to my previous entry. After a deep thought of it, and taking into consideration of all the comments and advises, I think "Change" is too big a word to be used to describe what I am willing to do for the girl of my dreams. "Fine-tuning" would be a better phrase to describe what I had in mind. If Attitude could be metaphorically describe as an engine to the car, then to change the attitude would then literally meant to change the engine, which is a very big and major step. It would definitely change a lot of characteristics of such car, which would in turn make the car a different vehicle altogether. Lets think of it as taking out standard Kancil 866cc engine and replace it with Mira 1000cc engine. It is still be Kancil nonetheless, but performance wise, and legal wise, it is a different monster under the hood. This is definitely not what I have in mind when I use the word "change" in the previous entry.

The "change" or rather "fine-tuning" which fit the context of the previous entry could best describe as taking the engine of a car for a complete overhauls. One might change the engine's gasket, polish all the cylinder's head, clean up all the carbon clogged inside the engine block, etc... But ultimately, the engine still stay as the same engine. But after the overhauls, the engine just feels smoother, more fuel-efficient and overall, performs better. That is the kind of attitude improvement I am looking for, the kind of thought and behavioral overhauls that would make me performs better as a man, as a friend and a human in general. Of course it will take some time, because the attitude One have today, is the result of years of experiencing trials and tribulations of life. But still, just because it was too hard to fine-tune one's attitude, does not meant one should not try to fine-tune it. All that are required is a willing heart, and a little push, which could be anything, ranging from work requirements, parents complaints, own observation, etc... In my case, to be with the One I love...

That's it people, a quick written entry on a very short lunch break. I'd like to write more, but my stomach wouldn't allow me to.

Till I write again, have a wonderful days ahead.