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Thursday, April 14, 2005 My Life.... Assalamualaikum, friends,.. This update is one day later than I promised, I know, but it is simply unavoidable due to my endless work commitments for this past two days . Meetings, deadlines, headaches, or just plain laziness has kept me away from writing. So am truly sorry for all that. Ok, enough with apologizing, lets get to the real business, here...Well, as for today, I just want to let U guys know, the rollercoaster ride that I enjoyed so much for this last two months or so, has been officially ended, in a very tragic manner . The ride doesn't ended safely and soundly for me, infact I had been literally thrown out of the coach halfway through. I flew out of the coach, hit a big tree trunk, bleed my nose and broke a few of my ribs, then banged the opposite wall on the bounced, before landed heavily on all four, stomach down, on the ground. A very painful experience indeed... I can come out with 1001 reasons for as why it had happened the way it had had been, but I think it is all a waste of time to list it all and start blaming every single thing under the sun for my misfortune, when I should had just pick myself up and try to look up again for a better and brighter journey down this tricky road we called Life .And as a start for my healing process (I know, I back off on my word here... ), I had decided to give KLD a try... I had managed to convinced my fellow roommate to tag along to KLD, sort of having him as my personal on-site Motivational Guru, to guide me and shed some light on this whole relationship thing. Thanks Mr Kacang for being there when I need someone to share the pain and to offer useful advises. Sometimes, even the self-proclaimed Relationship Expert needs to listen to others (non-expert) opinions. (Apai, I learned this from U... ) Hopefully the activities planned and the friendliness of KLD participants could help me to get through this sorrow of mine, while I try to recollect myself and reassemble all the tiny pieces of my broken heart. No grudge on Her, as I often told people before, time and again, Things Happen For A Reason... maybe this breakup is a reminder to little me to be extra careful with my feelings, and always be firm and solid on assessing mutual attraction. Or maybe these happened as a test to both of us, to see how much we really LOVE each other.Just like an old say: If U Really LOVE Someone, Let Them Free... If They Come Back For U, Then It Is Yours To Keep,... If They Not, Then Be Happy That Atleast They Had Make U Happy Once... Be Happy For Them, But Move On With Ur Life... ![]() Atleast my scheduled has been nicely layouted for this months and next, enough to keep me occupied with other things rather than mourning on this unsuccessful love journey of mine. DiablogIII, weddings, seminars, tournaments, company projects, just to list a few, should be enough to keep me busy. I am strong, and I believe I could only gets better and stronger if I learn from all this ups and downs of life. No worry peps, thanks a lot for all the advises and supports, I have moved on. ![]() Live Ur Life, everyone. * to my LadyD... Thanks A Million for Such A Wonderful Ride, I Thoroughly Enjoyed It... It is OK if U and I are not meant to be Lover, atleast we could stay as friend... Love Hold For A Moment, But Friendship Last Forever... nesloice walks through at 12:51 PM. |
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