Assalamualaikum, and a very good day to everyone...

After having a full 2-months-plus honeymoon away from any real work albeit ever presence in this simple office of mine, I am officially busy again, starting from 28th of February all the way to 30th April 2005 . Yes, my work had started, which means I shall not be able to peek into anyone else's blog as often as I had been this while and share my two cents,... which also means that I will constantly having a headache (on average, once a week, obviously when the weekly meeting is approaching) and a very stressful weekdays, with meetings and discussion and arguments and datelines and bla, bla, bla..., sigh ... On a positive note, being a self-professed workaholic, I do enjoyed this amount of pressure and stress as part of the challenges of life... I like it, and I think to some extend, it does help to mould my character to be a better person than I currently am. Being able to balance a happy life and a stressful career is all I aiming for, for now ...

Lots had happened in this last two months... I met a lot of new friends, a lot of different people with different characters, thanks to GengJurnal and its subgroup, GengLantit... I got promoted to Senior Engineer (although it is a very junior, low level Senior Eng. to be exact, but promotion nonetheless), not bad for someone with a little less than two years experience in this field... I found someone that I think had change my life to be even more meaningful, someone who I think is made for me,... yes people, I think I am in Love, Big Time, heheheh ... Although I completely aware that it is still too early to jump into that conclusion, but I trust my gut-feeling; just as I mention in my previous entry, I am looking for someone with my specs,... She had it all, and more... so why not?!

It is kinda weird if we really think about it, how we had been looking for the special someone all our lives, but when the One comes knocking at our hearts, we try to push him/her away simply because we think it is too soon to start such a relationship... We blame time as the culprit, for it happened way too fast for us, while we neglected the very fact that we had been on the search for it, all of our lives... We made wrong choices again and again before, till it come to a point where we are too afraid to make any choices anymore, for fear that it might be a wrong-one again... We simply afraid of taking chances, which for me is pity, since no one really is a fortune-teller, who can predict precisely the outcome of weather, let alone a relationship... So how???

My view of this, U ask??... I would say, let take it as part of a calculated risk, you get into the situation after you had analyze all the signals, the hints and the mutual attractions... if it all works in your favour, my personal, un-professional (I am not a certified Love Advisor, OK?!) advice to U would be, go ahead!!! Dwelve in Love (that's 'love' with capital L, means serious business ) with a cautious approach, set a time line in which both of U would decide, ultimately, whether U two are meant for each other... That's what I do, and my timeline still runs... All I could asked for, from U fellow readers, just "doa'kan jodoh kami pjg, sampai akhir hayat..."

Well, I should get back to my work now, really appreciates U people who has been a regular readers of my thoughts and rants, thank you for the time...

Have a great week, everyone...

Bubbye...